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Post by dejibo on May 30, 2010 8:05:04 GMT -5
I cant stop crying! She was blind, deaf, and confused, and yet...I still second guess myself. Maybe because she was so active. I just keep replaying it all in my head. I KNOW I did the right thing, but my heart needs some time to heal. It wonderful here! btw, whoever ordered the rain showers last night at fireworks time. I LOVE YOU! We have idiots for neighbors who think themselves to be safe and wonderful with cheapo HUGE explosive stuff, and aim it badly, and make it LOUD! so...the rain showers were an answer to my prayers. it ran them all inside and ruined their drunken fun. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
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Post by UltimateCloud on Jun 4, 2010 6:48:46 GMT -5
I'm sorry to hear about everyone's bad news. It's really sad, but I hope you're all doing well. Even though I don't post as much as I used to, I still think about everyone here. Congrats as well to all the guys losing weight! I know that's hard to do, so good job guys. Not much is going on here. Well I say that, but me and my girlfriend have just moved in together and are sorting everything out for that. I hate moving and I've done it so many times in the past few years it's unreal. Luckily, I've learnt to keep everything in boxes, so it wasn't so bad moving all my stuff about. I've got some more news too, but I'll go into more detail about that soon. Um, what else. Well not much really. Not that you guys will be all that interested, but the Football (Soccer) World Cup starts in just over a week, so I'm damn excited for that. England's first game is against the USA (we're in the same group) and you guys have got a decent squad this year, so it should be interesting. The press hype around England is insane as usual. There's absolutely NOWHERE you can go in this country without seeing pictures of football players or the St George's Cross or something to do with the WC. TV and newspapers in this country hype the hell out of our chances and basically give the country such high expectations that when we (inevitably, I might add) get knocked out the country literally comes to a stand still. Still, nothing quite brings a nation together like pure hatred towards another!
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Post by Norfy the Walrus on Jun 4, 2010 10:46:33 GMT -5
It may be a differant sport but it seems lots of countrys react the same with whatevever sport they love. The hockey playoffs are going on right now and the country is buzzing with that. Montreal was the only Canadian team that was contending for a spot in the finals so the entire nation was pretty much cheering for them. I live nowhere near Montreal but I was hoping they'de go all the way. They got eliminated during the Eastern Conferance finals sadly and now the final round is between two American teams that I generally have no interest in.
It was amazing though, after every game Montreal would win they'de show a video of downtown Montreal and the place would be just packed with people jumping and cheering all through the streets. It reminded me of when my city, Edmonton, made it all the way to the finals cause we did the same thing. Party downtown till 4 am. XD
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Post by dejibo on Jun 5, 2010 7:12:06 GMT -5
I dreamed that UC is having a baby! dont tell anyone. sheesh the things I dream. btw, I AM going to NC in the next few weeks. I AM going. I am preparing now for the trip. The husband has been a sizeable pain in the ass, but I sat him down and explained that I cannot find an escort as he suggested, and I am UNwilling to fly, as it sticks me with a leave date, and airports are horrible places to be now. So, if he is so desperate to have me escorted, HE can just jump in the damn car. if not, stay here and shut up! All the old animals are gone, and these young kitties would do just well with baby sitters in and out. no one would die. Its been YEARS since we went anywhere together, and its been 3 or 4 since I saw MY family. It was a long heated discussion, but he has said that if I cant find anyone, he will go. I said escort or not, I AM leaving. Stay or Go, makes no never mind to me. So, I turned into a bitch lately. I am also seriously considering laying down my meds for MS. I take this stupid AWFUL shot everyday! studies are showing it to have a 10% chance of preventing the next relapse, and does NOTHING To prevent the march of disability!!!! so,why am i torturing myself? this shit makes me feel awful! I am tired, shakey, fogged in, cant think, and ride the couch. I didnt survive stage 4 breast cancer to ride the damn couch. Im getting up! Watch out world.
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Post by Office Ninja on Jun 6, 2010 2:39:42 GMT -5
Dream for me to have a baby instead. I want a freaking kid!
I was bored to I went playing with my photos. I made a new banner (What happened to our banner thread?) Its the first time I did all the art myself. I really like it. Might see if I can come up with some kind of Avatar for it. Im in an artsy mood.
Monday starts my seven day vacation! WOOO! Not going anywhere just taking the time off. I cannot wait! I have the camera batteries all charged up. I am just going to go out and take pictures all over the damn place. It will be so much fun!
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Post by Norfy the Walrus on Jun 6, 2010 14:55:04 GMT -5
Now my "Say "NO" to ducks avatar" has lost its purpose. I shall find something else. EDIT>> Maybe later. I am a lazy fucker today. ;D
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Post by Office Ninja on Jun 7, 2010 15:31:22 GMT -5
The Ducks banner will never lose its purpose.
I think I finally decided on an Avatar. I went through 3 of the damn things. Im bored and trying to inspire myself.
Tonight I am taking mom and BRyce to Red Lobster. Yesterday was Moms birthday, and tomorrow is Bryces. Then on Sunday, it is our 7 year anniversary! Wow. Seven years.
Im going to see if I can take some pictures of the kids while I am at moms.
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Post by Norfy the Walrus on Jun 9, 2010 23:47:13 GMT -5
Hockey is over. Chicago won. Just as well too. They have more Canadian players than most Canadian teams do. Football season (North American kind) is right around the corner so I am looking forward to that ;D
I wanna say something to Ms. Green Hair but I have no idea what. This kinda thing comes so naturally to some guys but I'm one of those guys who will be like "Hey, uhm.....how bout that oxygen we're breathing in, eh?"
Oxygen is pretty cool though -_-
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Post by Office Ninja on Jun 10, 2010 0:21:38 GMT -5
Ask her about her hair. If she does any other colors. See where it goes from there.
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Post by Office Ninja on Jun 10, 2010 16:21:00 GMT -5
This week has been really nice. We didnt have to go to work, and its just been a good time to relax. Tuesday was Bryce's birthday and we went out to Red Lobster. Took my mom because Sunday was her birthday and they like celebrating together. It was a blast. My mom never gets to go out so I really love getting to take her out and do fun things. Its her fun time.
Sunday is our seven year anniversary. Wow, seven years. Its been so short. Bryce got me photo software for the computer. Its awesome. its called Aperture 3. It has a great library feature so I can just view all my photos at once. It allows me to make all kinds of adjustments. Its the best present ever. Honestly I didnt think Bryce supported my little hobby at all, but he does.
Tomorrow I am throwing a surprise party for Bryce. He knows we are going out but he doesn't know I invited all his friends. I hope he has fun.
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Post by dejibo on Jun 11, 2010 6:28:42 GMT -5
Saw the big boy MD at the big boy hosptial, and it has been decided that I am not well enough to go on a jaunt to NC. Everyone is worried that if I am sick already, the trip will exhaust me, and I will just end up in some strange ER or hospital along the way. that would be my luck too. So, I am stuck in this state for a bit longer. I want to run away. I hope all is well with everyone. I miss Morgan still, but the pain is easier, and I am not seeing her with every flash of white that crosses my visual path. She was a great kitty. The other kitties are playing again too. That must mean they are no longer grieving or looking for her.
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Post by Norfy the Walrus on Jun 11, 2010 21:20:58 GMT -5
I will try Kik's recomendation on Monday. Promise!
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Post by df2506 on Jun 12, 2010 1:06:41 GMT -5
Hey everybody. Its been awhile since I posted in this thread. Sorry about that.
My update: I have finished college. I have an Associate Degree and a Bachelor's degree now. Still waiting for the college to actually send me the BD degree though. lol. I did get an award from the college though for getting As and Bs in my final semester. I have to say that I was VERY shocked that I managed As and Bs. That was the worst semester ever. Ok, maybe second worst. Its hard to beat that one semester with the crazy Drama teacher...
Anyway, I'm not doing anything at the moment. Basically, I'm just trying to avoid the whole job hunting thing. lol.
I'm not looking forward to job hunting. You'd think with my two degrees I'd be able to find something, but I find it rather doubtful. Most of the jobs around here have to do with fast food or farming. Some industry too, but not a lot. Not any jobs for an English major around here. And I don't have any money to actually move anywhere.
So, I'm not sure what to do. I haven't been completly doing nothing though. I have submitted a story to a magazine and some poems to an online site. I have been working on other ideas too, some short stories and possibly a novel. I've also been looking here and there to see if there's any jobs. No luck yet. Probably after next week, I'll get my haircut and try to look even more.
I have considered going to a graduate school to get an MLA degree, but I can't go this year. Its already too late for that. It may be something to consider though. Although, I guess its all just putting off the whole 'job seeking thing'. *sigh*
In other news, dad is doing a lot better than he was. He hurt his left arm last year and had to go to thearpy for awhile. He seems to be doing better. My mom is doing ok.
Not much happening around here. Its like the future is on pause for the moment. I'm not sure where I'm going next. I wish I knew.
DF2506
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Post by Office Ninja on Jun 12, 2010 3:26:02 GMT -5
Congrats on finishing your degree DF! YOu just have to be persistent, but I know you can find a job you love. You really need to let me read some of your new writing though dangit.
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Post by dejibo on Jun 12, 2010 8:04:22 GMT -5
Congrats on the degree! I am so proud of you! Can you get a job at the local paper? or writing Ad for advertizing places? you have a good imagination and would do well in advertizing. plus the money there is awesome! You can start out by doing local stuff just to get some bylines for your resume. What do you want to do with your degree? Me? I am going to look at NEWBORN Golden Retriever puppies this morn. They were born 3 days ago, and I love puppies. Puppy love will help me. I know Steph wants to go too. They have 2 litter. one litter with 7 females and 2 males, and another litter with 4 females and 3 males. Puppies galore! ahh...smell the puppy breath?
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